I'm going to be sharing a apartment with an old high school friend come september, if things go well.

Hes moving in with a mutual high school friend and in september shes moving to vegas to be closer to family, so instead of him paying 1000 a month for a 2 bedroom by himself he asked if I wanted to move in, not like I'm ever home anyway.

Speaking of not being home..

I been crashing at friends houses alot lately just to avoid home. Also, having friends around keeps my mind off things.

I stayed at Alex house for like a whole week last week. I ended up wearing his clothes by the time I was going home. He is never getting the black button down shirt back ever. Also, me and alex got matching bags from his dad. they are awesome and I love them and they have tons of pockets!

Speaking of alex, hes a bad influence. lol

I've been pretty depressed lately and well geuss who he invites to chill over at his place the other night? His potsmoking friends! Geuss what I do? Put myself in a good mood in a way I thought I never would. I dunno if I'll keep it up or not. I've just been pretty unhappy lately. It put me in a good mood, and thats what i want. To be in a good mood.


I think that maybe once I move out and get on my own and spend more time with James (the high school firned I'm moving in with) I'll cheer up on my own..he makes me laugh and smile alot. He works as a vet tech right now but wants to do something involving computers. He just turned 21 but he has his life together so well. I love that about him. Most guys I know who are around that age still believe in dreams of irrational careers choices.

Hes really dependable too. I know that if I ever needed him for anything, even if I was on the other side of maryland and needed a ride he would come get me take me home and refuse to let me pay him gas money. Hes a really good friend and I couldn't ask for more from him. He confessed however, that he has had a thing for me since I was a freshie in HS but was too shy. I don't know if or how that might affect us living together though.

Also, he and I are such dorks and so alike its scary. We have plans with friends to go see all kinds of movies this summer. Including Dark Knight. Him, a bunch of friends, and I all went and saw Harold and Kumar the other night too. IT WAS AWESOME. Then we played DDR for a while. Then we all split up and me and him went to his place and watched clerks 2.

K..so I should stop talking about him. lol I just realized I rambled about him alot. No biggie. I hadnt talked to the guy in a couple years before about a week or so ago. so I have a right too.

So I've been in a limbo of moods lately. I'm a fucking rollercoaster! Its all good though. I'll be fine.

Anyways. Much love bitches.